SUPER LAME WALL OF TEXT DON’T READ HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGIN!!

Oh my god I’ve been preparing myself mentally since the past months for this days and I’m still not ready asldkjfgklsjlkj T____T;; aaaaa jonginnie is turning 19 today, I’m so proud ljslkjfsa my hands are shaking T T why do you make me feel like thisss SHAME ON YOU

Alskdjglkjs deep breaths ok ok I can do this

This is worse than confessing jfc

(I don’t know I never confessed lmao)

OK JOKES APARTS

LET’S START WITH THE LAME WALL OF TEXT

(this might be full of typos I’m sorry alskjf)

First of all.. I want to thank you. For everything.
You’re such a huge inspiration, Jongin. I wish there was a way to put my thoughts into words, but it’s really difficult; there just are no words. Your dancing is breathtaking, and it motivates me to keep believing in my dreams. (told you this was going to be super lame LOL).
Every time I watch you performance I can’t help but smile; you’ve gone so far already, and you still have such a long way to go! I can tell that you give your everything on stage, and it’s really amazing. All your hard work paid off, and we’re all so very proud of you!

It’s also amazing how you always manage to make me smile. Every time I’m sad or upset, you manage to cheer me up. Be it your dancing or your own smile, it always lifts up my mood. Seriously, how do you do it? Haha, you must have super powers.

Even though you might not know, you keep me strong, just by being yourself. Thank you, thank you so much for that. I’m so glad I met you. You’re truly special for me. <3

Ughgguhguhgughguhg this is so lame;;;;; Kim Jongin I’m so done with you for making me say these things ahaha

OKAY LET’S TALK ABOUT YOU MISTER

First, let’s talk about Kai.

Dude.. tune it down, I swear one day I’ll die and it’s all your fault aklsfjs I already had two nosebleeds already thanks to your stupid abs and smirks CAN U NOT LMAO IT’S AWKWARD

Asljflskj no but.. you’re really hot. There I said it. Geez. u////u;;;  Those smirks and lip biting and just those face you make on stage oh godddddsajsldkvjglfksj sTOP
And your body omg PLS STOP OK LMAO SEND AIR LASJFKLSJSLFKJA stop lifting up your shirts we already know you look like a sex god yoU DON’T HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING ME I LIKE MY LIFE OK THANK alksjsdlfja and the bare shoulder

Gjdlkfjlskjf

I’m not even going to talk about the bare shoulder

Just.. you’re really awesome and alksjdfljs ok omg this is more embarrassing than I thought u/////////u;;;

Okay before I have a third nosebleed at the mental images

LET’S TALK ABOUT JONGIN

Aaaaa Jongin.. ;;;; now I’m really going to cry hahah

You’re such a cutie pie, how is it possible? I love how you’re so shy off stage, you’re the most precious thing ever. <3 At first we all think you’re a sexy beast and all but you’re actually just a big ball of fluffy derp and ughgdskljflgjklsdjfg

You’re so gentle with everyone, it’s so cute. <3 The world needs more boys like you. You’re like a prince charming.
And your smile…

Deep breath

Ok

I can do this

Your smile is probably my favourite thing about you; you’re so precious, but your smile is dazzling. It’s beautiful and I have no words to describe it. This is really lame, but alfjkla every time I see your smile I think my heart just beats faster T T I smile just by seeing you smile. It’s such a simple thing.. yet so powerful to make me feel happy too, no matter what.
Never stop smiling! You have the cutest smile I’ve ever seen, and I love it so much. <3

Aaaaaa

My poor heart

Jongin you’re killing me T T my vision is blurry haha

Okay I’m not a pussy I can do this HAHA;;;

I still remember when rainbow showed me your first teaser; I got interested because you looked like Taemin. Now I think you two look nothing alike, haha. I got impressed by your smooth dancing, so I decided to get to know EXO a bit better. Best decision of my life, omfg.

Okay so then I kiiind of rejected you at first because I felt like I was cheating on Taemin LOL I was dumb back then ok. The fact that you don’t know how to wear a shirt on stage also helped to create my love-hate relation with you. I know I insult you a lot (but I insult everyone) and I just.. treat you in a very weird manner alfjklsaj but that’s all love.. really T T

And this kids, was how I met your father.

JOKE AJSLFJKA

Siiiigh ok let’s keep going

Jongin! Don’t listen to those haters, okay? They are jealous of your talent. You’re such a wonderful boy! Do you even have any flaws? Haha, of course you do, no one is perfect. But let me tell you a secret, I love each and every flaw you have; because those make you who you are, and that makes you perfect. Do you follow my logic? Hehe, it’s weird, I know.

Don’t let mean comments get to you. People that hate you because you get a lot of screen time are stupid. You deserve it! And I know the others do too, but woah, being the MAIN dancer and the VISUAL of EXO-K is kinda supposed to give you a lot of screen time, no? Just.. everyone shut up and let the boy live his dream.
And ignore anyone that calls you slut. I don’t know if that rumor that a fan said it to your face is true, but nothing makes me madder than that. If there’s something I HATE, it’s when someone calls you slut. Seriously guys, stop it ._. it’s not cool. Jongin isn’t a slut, and neither is Kai. He has a nice body and nice dance moves, does that make him a slut? No, then like they say, “If you have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all”. I understand those that call him slut in a JOKING way and don’t mean it, but if you really mean it, then fuck you omfg. You have absolutely no right of calling him that so stop. This has been a small rant.

Jongin, keep your head up and be strong, alright? You have lots of fans that love you and will support you no matter what. Hwaiting! <3

Now… I’m going to act motherly.

I don’t usually do this so feel special LOL

Jonginnie, take care, yes? Don’t catch colds and dress warmly! It’s so cold in Korea during these days, please learn how to wear a shirt T T haha ok, jokes apart, keep yourself warm. Rest lots! You practice so much and you always look so tired, it pains my heart. I want you to be healthy. I don’t have to worry about the food part since you’re always eating (dancing machine more like eating machine), hehe but still, remember to eat full meals!
And please please don’t hurt yourself;; I know you don’t do it because you want to, but.. be careful! Don’t overwork yourself and don’t push yourself over the limit; that won’t bring any good!

Ahh I just want to take you home and wrap you in lots of blankets and give you hot chocolate and let you sleep as much as you want T T

OKAY, SO…

Woah I’ve typed a lot. Three word pages and a little bit, haha wtf

See Jongin this is why we can’t have nice things

(I don’t know why I said that)

Anyways!

I’m going to stop now.. or I’ll just die and drown in tears. 19 years old.. God bless your parents for bringing you to life T T I’m so proud sjklfjlksjldkjf
I’ll be waiting patiently for your comeback! I’m sure you’ll shine, like always. <3

NOW FOR THE FINAL MOMENT ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR LMAO

Kim Jongin..

You’re special.

A lot.

So I just want to say…

I love you.

I love you more than any of my other bias (I’m sorry Taemin ;a;)

And I’ll surely keep loving you no matter what.

Again, thanks for everything. You mean so much to me T T

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사랑해 <3