FANFIC RECOMMENDATION: Countdown by adorableprince

Jongin still sees the world in numbers but these numbers are of an entirely different sort. These numbers rip him apart and sew him back together again, tracing the red line of fate until Jongin doesn’t know what it means to count, what it means to breathe if he’s not breathing wide doe eyes and crescent smiles. And so Jongin falls into the mindless, unending thread of ones and twos and threes.